urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:krayzie812 krayzie812 krayzie812 2005-07-08T03:48:25Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:krayzie812:4354 2005-07-08T03:48:06Z 2005-07-08T03:48:25Z Kid Rock-What I learned out on the road First off, I would like to say thank you to everyone who gave me advice with my situation. That being said, I would like to express my gratitude for all of the friends I have. I met a couple tonight and it felt so good to be around them. I haven't seen one in a few months and I really enjoyed the company. Nothing makes me feel better then hanging out with people I haven't seen in a while. God has given me so many gifts that it's hard to realize them all. My friends are the best gift he ever gave me and now I realize it. I just want to tell all of you that I love and care about each and every one of you whether I have expressed it or not. Well, I have to get going now so I will talk to you later. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:krayzie812:4169 2005-07-04T21:26:47Z 2005-07-04T21:26:47Z Usher- You don't have to call Oh, no, no, no, no, no...<br /><br />When you feel it in your body<br />You found somebody who makes you change your ways<br />Like hanging with your crew<br />Said you act like you're ready<br />But you don't really know<br />And everything in your past - you wanna let it go<br /><br />I've been there, done it, fucked around<br />After all that - this is what I found<br />Nobody wants to be alone<br />If you're touched by the words in this song<br />Then baby...<br /><br />U got, u got it bad<br />When you're on the phone<br />Hang up and you call right back<br />U got, u got it bad<br />If you miss a day without your friend<br />Your whole life's off track<br />You know you got it bad when you're stuck in the house<br />You don't wanna have fun<br />It's all you think about<br />U got it bad when you're out with someone<br />But you keep on thinkin' bout somebody else<br />U got it bad<br /><br />When you say that you love 'em<br />And you really know<br />Everything that used to matter, don't matter no more<br />Like my money, all my cars<br />(You can have it all back)<br />Flowers, cards and candy<br />(I do it just cause I'm...)<br />Said I'm fortunate to have you girl<br />I want you to know<br />I really adore you<br />All my people who know what's going on<br />Look at your mate, help me sing my song<br />Tell her I'm your man, you're my girl<br />I'm gonna tell it to the whole wide world<br />Ladies say I'm your girl, you're my man<br />Promise to love you the best I can<br /><br />See I've been there, done it, fucked around<br />After all that - this is what I found<br />Everyone of y'all are just like me<br />It's too bad that you can't see<br />That you got it bad...hey<br /><br />U got, u got it bad<br />When you're on the phone<br />Hang up and you call right back<br />U got, u got it bad<br />If you miss a day without your friend<br />Your whole life's off track<br />You know you got it bad when you're stuck in the house<br />You don't wanna have fun<br />It's all you think about<br />U got it bad when you're out with someone<br />But you keep on thinkin' bout somebody else<br />U got it bad<br /><br />breakdown<br /><br />U got, u got it bad<br />When you're on the phone<br />Hang up and you call right back<br />U got, u got it bad<br />If you miss a day without your friend<br />Your whole life's off track<br />You know you got it bad when you're stuck in the house<br />You don't wanna have fun<br />It's all you think about<br />U got it bad when you're out with someone<br />But you keep on thinkin' bout somebody else<br />U got it bad<br /><br /><br />Funny how songs can perfectly express your own feelings. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:krayzie812:3929 2005-06-26T20:40:39Z 2005-06-26T20:40:39Z Jennifer Lopez- All I Have What's up everybody? I know I haven't been here in a long time but I didn't feel like updating. Now I do so I am going to. I think I fucked up a relationship I have with a close friend last night. I told her my true feelings and I think I scared her more then anything else. How come every time I meet someone, I go and do something stupid to fuck it up? Why can't I be normal? Over two years ago, I let someone special walk out of my life. Until a few months ago, we didn't even talk but we are now so that is reassuring. I'm sick of fucking shit up. For once, I want to actually get a piece of the pie instead of just settling for the crumbs. My whole life I have never actually said or expressed my true feelings because whenever I do, I fuck something up. Can someone give me some advice? I don't want to lose another close friend. I've buried 6 of them and had countless ones leave for various reasons. Mostly because of a fight or because I couldn't tell my true emotions and by the time I could, it was too late. Feel free to give advice...seriously only. I don't feel like writing anymore.