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First off, I would like to say thank you to everyone who gave me advice with my situation. That being said, I would like to express my gratitude for all of the friends I have. I met a couple tonight and it felt so good to be around them. I haven't seen one in a few months and I really enjoyed the company. Nothing makes me feel better then hanging out with people I haven't seen in a while. God has given me so many gifts that it's hard to realize them all. My friends are the best gift he ever gave me and now I realize it. I just want to tell all of you that I love and care about each and every one of you whether I have expressed it or not. Well, I have to get going now so I will talk to you later.Current Mood:  happy Current Music: Kid Rock-What I learned out on the road
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Oh, no, no, no, no, no...
When you feel it in your body You found somebody who makes you change your ways Like hanging with your crew Said you act like you're ready But you don't really know And everything in your past - you wanna let it go
I've been there, done it, fucked around After all that - this is what I found Nobody wants to be alone If you're touched by the words in this song Then baby...
U got, u got it bad When you're on the phone Hang up and you call right back U got, u got it bad If you miss a day without your friend Your whole life's off track You know you got it bad when you're stuck in the house You don't wanna have fun It's all you think about U got it bad when you're out with someone But you keep on thinkin' bout somebody else U got it bad
When you say that you love 'em And you really know Everything that used to matter, don't matter no more Like my money, all my cars (You can have it all back) Flowers, cards and candy (I do it just cause I'm...) Said I'm fortunate to have you girl I want you to know I really adore you All my people who know what's going on Look at your mate, help me sing my song Tell her I'm your man, you're my girl I'm gonna tell it to the whole wide world Ladies say I'm your girl, you're my man Promise to love you the best I can
See I've been there, done it, fucked around After all that - this is what I found Everyone of y'all are just like me It's too bad that you can't see That you got it bad...hey
U got, u got it bad When you're on the phone Hang up and you call right back U got, u got it bad If you miss a day without your friend Your whole life's off track You know you got it bad when you're stuck in the house You don't wanna have fun It's all you think about U got it bad when you're out with someone But you keep on thinkin' bout somebody else U got it bad
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U got, u got it bad When you're on the phone Hang up and you call right back U got, u got it bad If you miss a day without your friend Your whole life's off track You know you got it bad when you're stuck in the house You don't wanna have fun It's all you think about U got it bad when you're out with someone But you keep on thinkin' bout somebody else U got it bad
Funny how songs can perfectly express your own feelings.Current Mood:  confused Current Music: Usher- You don't have to call
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What's up everybody? I know I haven't been here in a long time but I didn't feel like updating. Now I do so I am going to. I think I fucked up a relationship I have with a close friend last night. I told her my true feelings and I think I scared her more then anything else. How come every time I meet someone, I go and do something stupid to fuck it up? Why can't I be normal? Over two years ago, I let someone special walk out of my life. Until a few months ago, we didn't even talk but we are now so that is reassuring. I'm sick of fucking shit up. For once, I want to actually get a piece of the pie instead of just settling for the crumbs. My whole life I have never actually said or expressed my true feelings because whenever I do, I fuck something up. Can someone give me some advice? I don't want to lose another close friend. I've buried 6 of them and had countless ones leave for various reasons. Mostly because of a fight or because I couldn't tell my true emotions and by the time I could, it was too late. Feel free to give advice...seriously only. I don't feel like writing anymore.Current Mood:  crushed Current Music: Jennifer Lopez- All I Have
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