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Old Friends Jul. 7th, 2005 @ 11:44 pm
First off, I would like to say thank you to everyone who gave me advice with my situation. That being said, I would like to express my gratitude for all of the friends I have. I met a couple tonight and it felt so good to be around them. I haven't seen one in a few months and I really enjoyed the company. Nothing makes me feel better then hanging out with people I haven't seen in a while. God has given me so many gifts that it's hard to realize them all. My friends are the best gift he ever gave me and now I realize it. I just want to tell all of you that I love and care about each and every one of you whether I have expressed it or not. Well, I have to get going now so I will talk to you later.
Current Mood: happy
Current Music: Kid Rock-What I learned out on the road

How I am feeling right now Jul. 4th, 2005 @ 05:24 pm
Oh, no, no, no, no, no...

When you feel it in your body
You found somebody who makes you change your ways
Like hanging with your crew
Said you act like you're ready
But you don't really know
And everything in your past - you wanna let it go

I've been there, done it, fucked around
After all that - this is what I found
Nobody wants to be alone
If you're touched by the words in this song
Then baby...

U got, u got it bad
When you're on the phone
Hang up and you call right back
U got, u got it bad
If you miss a day without your friend
Your whole life's off track
You know you got it bad when you're stuck in the house
You don't wanna have fun
It's all you think about
U got it bad when you're out with someone
But you keep on thinkin' bout somebody else
U got it bad

When you say that you love 'em
And you really know
Everything that used to matter, don't matter no more
Like my money, all my cars
(You can have it all back)
Flowers, cards and candy
(I do it just cause I'm...)
Said I'm fortunate to have you girl
I want you to know
I really adore you
All my people who know what's going on
Look at your mate, help me sing my song
Tell her I'm your man, you're my girl
I'm gonna tell it to the whole wide world
Ladies say I'm your girl, you're my man
Promise to love you the best I can

See I've been there, done it, fucked around
After all that - this is what I found
Everyone of y'all are just like me
It's too bad that you can't see
That you got it bad...hey

U got, u got it bad
When you're on the phone
Hang up and you call right back
U got, u got it bad
If you miss a day without your friend
Your whole life's off track
You know you got it bad when you're stuck in the house
You don't wanna have fun
It's all you think about
U got it bad when you're out with someone
But you keep on thinkin' bout somebody else
U got it bad

breakdown

U got, u got it bad
When you're on the phone
Hang up and you call right back
U got, u got it bad
If you miss a day without your friend
Your whole life's off track
You know you got it bad when you're stuck in the house
You don't wanna have fun
It's all you think about
U got it bad when you're out with someone
But you keep on thinkin' bout somebody else
U got it bad


Funny how songs can perfectly express your own feelings.
Current Mood: confused
Current Music: Usher- You don't have to call

I've gone and fucked up a good thing Jun. 26th, 2005 @ 04:30 pm
What's up everybody? I know I haven't been here in a long time but I didn't feel like updating. Now I do so I am going to. I think I fucked up a relationship I have with a close friend last night. I told her my true feelings and I think I scared her more then anything else. How come every time I meet someone, I go and do something stupid to fuck it up? Why can't I be normal? Over two years ago, I let someone special walk out of my life. Until a few months ago, we didn't even talk but we are now so that is reassuring. I'm sick of fucking shit up. For once, I want to actually get a piece of the pie instead of just settling for the crumbs. My whole life I have never actually said or expressed my true feelings because whenever I do, I fuck something up. Can someone give me some advice? I don't want to lose another close friend. I've buried 6 of them and had countless ones leave for various reasons. Mostly because of a fight or because I couldn't tell my true emotions and by the time I could, it was too late. Feel free to give advice...seriously only. I don't feel like writing anymore.
Current Mood: crushed
Current Music: Jennifer Lopez- All I Have

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